Hibernation

I realized that every day feels the same. I am literally counting down the days until I graduate. I sleep as much as possible to make these 60-something days go faster. So far, this is working.

Right now, I'm trying to take care of all the little things I need to do to graduate. Paid library fines today = $4.50. Finally picked up my parking permit. Training to obtain German Cinema syllabus from New Zealand, and petition to have my directed research retroactively count as 4 units.

I wonder if I'll ever feel nostalgia about my "college days." Sadly, I doubt it. I really haven't enjoyed myself all that much.

I found out today I can't direct Annie at The Acting Company (which I think is totally lame). I'm trying to think of another venue, without much luck. Or maybe I could do a smaller show that doesn't require much of a set or a large cast? I really need to do something creative when I am home, or else, I will die.

But, if I don't direct a show in the summer and if I don't have to take a class at Yuba College, I might not have to stay in Yuba City for as long! Maybe just until I save up enough money to feel comfortable moving.

I realize this blog must be very boring. I am writing about very boring things. But I can look back on it and think, "Oh, so lost I was at 22! How adorable." Or maybe, "I thought I had it bad THEN!" Hopefully the former.

I feel like doing something about my secret crush and not so secret crush. What, I am not sure. I probably won't do anything about either. Not much to do. I am a pussy extraordinaire.

Hey, please don't eat turkey this Thanksgiving. That would be really nice. I'll post a blog that is a plea later. I know how everyone loves my pleas (yeah right).

I haven't said I love you to anyone lately. Ummmmmm.....I LOVE YOU.